The vocabulary of missing feelings: Hopeair
  Hopeair = the combination of despair and hope.   Example: As I was looking at the traffic my principled political blog was bringing I felt despair. Nothing I was writing was penetrating the heads of the thick-headed ones who actualy reached my blog, those damn few !  And yet, among the clouds of despair, hope sent her rays of self-persuasion. Tomorrow is another day , wouldn't you say ?